I know some of you might be curious about why I haven't been active on Discord and Twitter lately, or perhaps you don't really care and are just wondering why I disappeared for an entire week. The truth is, I’ve been going through a really tough time, and I’d like to share what happened.
Recently, some serious drama unfolded involving my boyfriend, Unknown. There was a document that circulated accusing him of being racist and a pedophile. The latter accusation stems from our two-year age gap, which will soon be reduced to one year as I turn 18 this June. This situation really hit hard, especially since I’ve known him long enough to see that he’s not racist, just a bit edgy at times.
Compounding everything, I got involved in creating some explicit art, which unfortunately came back to haunt me last week. When I publicly supported Unknown, I faced a significant backlash because people had read the accusations made in that document. Many people felt compelled to block me or share my artwork, leading to an overwhelming wave of negativity.
It got to a point where I was so overwhelmed that I felt like I couldn’t go on, and I ended up needing to be hospitalized for a week. That experience was incredibly difficult, but it gave me a lot of time to reflect and understand the seriousness of how my actions affected not just myself, but those around me.
I’ve learned a hard lesson about being more mindful of what I create and share. For my mental health, both my doctor and my parents have asked me to stay away from Discord and Twitter for now. I recognize that I made some mistakes along the way, and while it's been tough to come to terms with, I'm trying to move forward with greater awareness.
Thank you for listening, and I appreciate those of you who have supported me through all of this. It means more than I can express.
Mykarm
keep going man, we love you, and we would've been devastated to lose you.
JustinSketchesYT
Thanks man, that means alot.